Yesterday I drove to Sapulpa, Oklahoma, to meet my friend Elisabeth and visit The Eyeball Oracle, an iridologist named Phyllis who owns and works at Rock Creek Herb and Vitamin Company. An iridologist is someone who identifies problems in your body by looking at your eyeballs. (I’m not making this up. It’s on Google.) Since I arrived early, I was the first in line. When Phyllis showed up two hours later, there were at least a dozen other people behind me. As I understand it, this is pretty common with Phyllis, who’s been practicing iridology for over forty years (she learned from her grandfather, who learned from his father) and never charges for her services.
Y’all, it was fascinating–and easy enough, at least for me. After introductions, I sat in a chair and stared out a window while Phyllis looked at my eyes from a few feet away. For maybe a minute or two, Phyllis took notes, stating that we’d first talk about what she observed, then there’d be time for questions. Get this shit. The first thing she said was, “Have you ever had an injury to your left leg or had pain in your right hip?” I said, “Well, the right hip has been a major problem these last several years, and when I was a kid my left leg was twisted, although it never hurts now.” She said, “That’s what created the imbalance, though.”
Phyllis recommended two products for my muscles and ligaments, one of which was a blend of calcium and magnesium and came up later when we discussed my sometimes-nightly leg jerks. In addition to my left leg/right hip issue, Phyllis and I went through eight things or categories she observed in my eyes–thyroid, pancreas, PH of colon, left kidney, stomach/digestion, right adrenal, heart, and (I think) memory/focus. (That was a joke.) For each thing we talked about, Phyllis had recommendations. For my thyroid, which she said contributed to my feeling of being overwhelmed at times, it was two supplements (amino acids) and one vitamin (D3). For my colon, it was black cherry juice (1/3 cup a day). This is something I appreciated, that there was just as much advice about diet (eat things that are red, green, and purple, not things that are white and yellow) as there was about herbs and vitamins.
The diet recommendations, Phyllis said, came from the Blood Type Diet, a theory which proposes that each blood type (A, B, AB, and O) should eat differently. She said, “When I was a child, my grandfather would put all this food on the table and say, ‘What does YOUR body want?'” Phyllis guessed my blood type as A. It’s actually O. There were a couple things like this, observations she had that didn’t “hit home” for me. For example, when she talked about my pancreas and asked if I ever felt my blood sugar drop, I said, “Not really. Sometimes I get light-headed, but it’s better when I stay hydrated and keep my electrolytes, like salt, up.” Phyllis didn’t seem fazed by this, and she wasn’t pushy, which I respected. On my paper under pancreas/blood sugar, she wrote, “Good.”
By the time we got to the end of Phyllis’s list, nothing had been said about my sinuses, which have been my major complaint these last few months and, well, my entire life. When I asked about them, Phyllis–first of all–didn’t say any of the things I’ve been afraid of hearing, things like, “You’re covered in mold,” “You have a yeast infection,” or, “You have an auto-immune disorder.” She didn’t tell me I was beyond hope or repair. Rather, she said that following the Blood Type Diet should help with allergies and mucus production, and the other products already discussed should help with overall immune function. Then she recommended a few products, two of which I’ve never tried before. At the end of the session, she gave me all her notes, on which she’d starred the “priority items.” She said, “Start with your sinuses if you want. Work on your muscles and ligaments later. Come back in six weeks, and we’ll see where you’re at.”
Here’s one of the four pages Phyllis gave me. I chose this one to share because I spent all day yesterday thinking she’d written “Carlos” under “Right Adrenal.” I kept thinking, What’s he doing there? Is that the guy who started The Blood Type Diet? Then last night I realized she’d actually written “Carbs,” as in, eat the good ones–not the bad ones. Carbs, Marcus, not Carlos. But I guess the advice would apply either way.
After I saw Phyllis, a couple other people went, then Elisabeth did. “She told me I had eyes that were sweet and kind,” Elisabeth said. “Well,” I replied, “She certainly didn’t tell me that.”
Not that I’m bitter.
The entire time I was with Phyllis, I never felt pressured to buy any products from her shop. That’s something a lot of the online reviews are clear about. If you want to go and just get your eyes read, you’re more than welcome to. That being said, I did end up buying five things Phyllis recommended–two for my sinuses, two for my thyroid, one for my muscles. I’d told Elisabeth, “Please don’t let me buy the entire store,” and she came through. She said, “You already have that and that, just different brands, and you can wait on that and that and try them later if you want.” By the time it was all over, I spent about as much as I would to see a doctor at a walk-in clinic, a little more than a hundred bucks. At Phyllis’s suggested dosages, I’ll need to restock some of the products in two or three weeks, but that won’t cost any more than all of the other shit I’ve tried these past few months, certainly not more than some antibiotics. None of those things, by the way, have made a remarkable impact on my health.
Phyllis said I should notice a difference within 72 hours, so I started taking the pills before I left the parking lot. One of the ones for my sinuses had eucalyptus in it, and within twenty minutes I could not only smell it, but also taste it when I burped. Now it’s less than twenty-four hours later, and whereas my sinuses aren’t completely dried up, they are better. Likewise, the dark circles under my eyes are lighter, and (I think) there’s less histamine in my face. Maybe I’m just hoping, but I can definitely tell something’s going on–there are sensations, pulses, in my legs and feet that aren’t normally there. I don’t know another way to say it.
I’ll continue to keep you posted, but here’s this, maybe the most notable difference–I woke up feeling great today. I’ve been off-and-on sick, gross, and dragging ass for over ninety days, but–simply put–I’ve been happy today. I’ve had good energy, I haven’t been tired behind my eyes, and I’ve felt like my problems are manageable, my body is capable of health, and the world is full of possibilities. This is no small thing, of course–huge progress. While making breakfast I was singing and dancing along with Macklemore. I feel glorious–glorious–got a chance to start again.
Part of me is dismissing what happened yesterday, thinking I wasted my time and threw my money away–again. I’ve been thinking, It’s just a coincidence, Marcus. You woke up feeling pretty decent yesterday. Maybe you were already healing. Still, here’s what I know. I’ve been working my ass off for over three months trying to get better–reading books, buying vitamins, doing visualizations. Most of this has been on my own, and it’s been exhausting. But this week is about changing that. Yesterday I saw Phyllis, and I see a new medical doctor later this week in order to cover all my bases. And I can’t tell you how grateful I am for all the help and guidance, from wherever it comes–from a lady who looks into my eyes, from a bottle of vitamins, whatever. From above. It’s good to feel better, of course, but it’s even better to know you’re not alone down here.
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"Sure, people change, but love doesn't."
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Everything is all right and okay.
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"No one comes into this life knowing how to dance, always moving with grace."
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It’s never too late to be your own friend.
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Damn if good news doesn't travel the slowest.
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It's the holes or the spaces in our lives that give us room to breathe and room to rest in, room to contain both good and bad days, and--when the time is right--room for something else to come along.
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Even a twisted tree grows tall and strong.
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"Not knowing what's going to happen next is part of the adventure."
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We all need to feel alive.
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"The truth is right in front of you."
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Our shoulders weren’t meant to carry the weight of the world.
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We always have more support than we realize.
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It’s okay to ask for help.
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A storm can leave your life just as quickly as it enters it.
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There’s a power that comes when you meet life’s challenges head-on. Those are the times you breathe the deepest. Those are the times the waters come forth and your heart beats every bit as loud as the thunder claps. Those are the times you know more than ever—no matter what happens next—in this moment, you’re alive.
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We follow the mystery, never knowing what’s next.
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Sure, we forget it plenty of times, but on the inside we’re all shining. This is what gives me hope, knowing that we are all radiant.
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We are surrounded by the light.
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It’s enough just to be here.
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So perhaps perfection has little to do with that which changes and everything to do with that which doesn't. For surely there is a still, small something inside each of us that never changes, something that is timeless and untouchable, something inherently valuable and lovable--something perfect.
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All the while, we imagine things should be different than they are, but life persists the way it is.
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Life doesn’t need us to boss it around.
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Rest gives us time to dream. One day, for certain, you’ll wake up. And you’ll be grateful for the time you rested, and you’ll be just as grateful that you’re different, far from the person who fell asleep.
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The more honest you are about what's actually happening inside of you, the happier you are.
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Sometimes we move with grace and sometimes we move with struggle. But at some point, standing still is no longer good enough.
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Healing is like the internet at my parents’ house—it takes time.
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There’s a lot of magic around you.
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Things are only important because we think they are.
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You know when someone crosses a line. You may not want to admit it, but you know.
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Boundaries are about starting small, enjoying initial successes, and practicing until you get your relationships like you want them.
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The clearer you see what's going on inside of you, the clearer you see what's going on outside of you. It's that simple.
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Bodies are so mysterious, much more complicated than car doors. They take more patience to understand and work with. They require more than a couple hours to repair.
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It takes forty years in the desert for seas to part.
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No good story ever ends.
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As the ocean of life changes, we must too.
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Give yourself a break.
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Better that you're true to yourself and the whole world be disappointed than to change who you are and the whole world be satisfied.
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Some days, most days, are a mixed bag. We cry, we laugh, we quit, we start again. That's life. In the process, we find out we're stronger than we thought we were, and perhaps this is healing.
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If you're not living a fully authentic life, a part of you will never be satisfied.
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A break is no small thing to give yourself.
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There’s nothing you can do to change the seasons or hurry them along.
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We're allowed to relabel and remake ourselves.
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All things are moving as they should.
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Patting yourself on the back is better than beating yourself over the head.
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For me, it's important to hang on to this idea that no matter how bad they are, your circumstances can turn around, to believe that if an elephant can show up in your life, it can also disappear, to believe that just as the universe full of big problems, it is also full of big answers.
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Whereas I've always pictured patience as a sweet, smiling, long-haired lady in a white dress, I'm coming to see her as a frumpy, worn-out old broad with three chins. You know--sturdy--someone who's been through the ringer and lived to tell about it.
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Life proceeds at its own pace.
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Ultimately, we all have to get our validation from inside, not outside, ourselves.
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No one is immune from life’s challenges.
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"No one's story should end on the ground."
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All great heroes, at some point, surrender to the unknown.
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"It's never a minor thing to take better care of yourself."
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Healing is never a straight line.
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If you want to find a problem, you will.
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Abundance comes in many forms.
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If anything is ever going to change for the better, the truth has to come first.
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Our burdens are lighter when we share them.
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Aren’t you perfect just the way you are?
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"It's really good news to find out that the world isn't as scary as you thought it was."
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"Sickness and health come and go, just like everything else. It's just the way life is."
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For all of the things life takes away, it gives so much more in return. Whether we realize it or not, there’s always grace available.
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The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step. And whereas it's just a single step, it's a really important one.
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"Obviously, God's capable of a lot. Just look around."
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We may never be done, but that doesn't mean we'll never be complete. And surely we are complete right here, right now, and surely there is space enough for the full moon, for you and for me, and all our possibilities.
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Our struggles unearth our strengths.
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"There are a lot of benefits to being right here, right now."
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Your story isn’t about your physical challenges.
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Any mundane thing–an elevator ride!–can be turned into something joyous.
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It’s not where you are, it’s whom you are there with.
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In this moment, we are all okay.
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You’re exactly where you need to be.
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Love stands at the front door and says, “You don’t have to change a thing about yourself to come inside.”
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When you hide your hurt, you can’t help but pass it on. It ends up seeping, sometimes exploding out.
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There's a wisdom underneath everything that moves us and even the planets at its own infallible pace. We forget that we too are like the planets, part of a larger universe that is always proceeding one step at time, never in the wrong place, everything always right where it belongs.
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Give yourself an abundance of grace.
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As taught in the story of the phoenix, a new life doesn't come without the old one first being burned away.
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if you're content with yourself and you're always with yourself, then what's the problem?
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Our world is magical, a mysterious place where everything somehow works together, where nothing and no one is without influence, where all things great and small make a difference.
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Sometimes you have to give up wanting something before you can have it.
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Take your challenges and turn them into the source of your strengths.
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You've got to believe that things can turn around, that even difficult situations--perhaps only difficult situations--can turn you into something magnificent.
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We don’t get to boss life around.
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Perfection is ever-elusive.
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Some things simply take time and often more than one trip to the hardware store.
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"We all have inner wisdom. We all have true north."
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None of us is ever really lost. At least we're never really alone. For always there is someone to help point your ship in the right direction, someone who sees you when you can't see yourself.
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The truth doesn’t suck.
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Even if you can't be anything you want to be, you can absolutely be who you were meant to be. Don't let anyone else tell you differently.
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There’s no such thing as a small action. There’s no such thing as small progress.
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Being scared isn’t always an invitation to run away. More often than not, it’s an invitation to grow a pair and run toward.
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Beautiful isn’t something that comes in a particular package. Beautiful is simply being yourself.
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"You can't change your age, but you can change what your age means to you."
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We’re all made of the same stuff.
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Answers come built-in. There are no "just problems."
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Sometimes you have to go back before you can go forward.
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Stop buying your own bullshit.
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It’s hard to say where a kindness begins or ends.
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You can rise above. You can walk on water.
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Just because you can’t see it, doesn’t mean it’s not true.
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We think of hope as something pristine, but hope is haggard like we are.
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Abundance is a lot like gravity--it's everywhere.
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"Authenticity is worth all the hard work. Being real is its own reward."
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"Miracles happen."
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"The heart sings for its own reasons."
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Sometimes the best you can do is metaphorically sit you ego down, look it square in the eye, and say, “Would you shut the fuck up already?”
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All things become ripe when they’re ready.
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You can be more discriminating.
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"Kindness is never a small thing."
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We are all connected in a great mystery and made of the same strong stuff.
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Solid help and solid hope are quite the same thing.
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If another's perspective, another's story about you is kinder than the one you're telling yourself, surely that's a story worth listening to.
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Pressure, it seems, is necessary to positive internal change. After all, lumps of coal don't shine on their own.
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If you think only girls cry or that crying is inappropriate for some reason, fuck you. Some things are too damn heavy to hold on to forever.
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And God knows you don't make everyone else happy. But this is no reason to quit or be discouraged, since doing what you love and feel called to do is never--never--about gaining acceptance from others.
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"I believe we're all courageous, and I believe that no one is alone."
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Both sunshine and rain are required for growth.
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The symbols that fascinate us are meant to transform us.
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Confidence takes what you have and amplifies it. Confidence makes anyone sexy.
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Each season has something to offer.
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There’s nothing wrong with taking a damn nap.
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"Things that shine do better when they're scattered about."
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"Beating yourself up is a far cry from self-respect."
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Every stress and trauma in your life is written somewhere in your body.
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You can’t change what happened, but you can change the story you tell yourself about it.
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"That love inside that shows up as joy or enthusiasm is your authentic self."
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You can’t pick and choose what you receive from life, and you can’t always accurately label something as bad.
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Sometimes life can really kick you in the balls and make you drop to your knees.
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I don't think anyone came to this planet in order to get it right the first time. What would be the point?
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Storms don’t define us, they refine us.
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Who’s to say that one experience is better than another?
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Just because your face is nice to look at doesn’t mean you don’t have a heart that’s capable of being broken. These things happen to humans, and there isn’t a one of us who isn’t human.
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Everything is progressing as it should.
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You absolutely have to be vulnerable and state what you want.
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Nothing is set in stone here.
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Growth and getting far in life have nothing to do with where you’re physically standing.
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A friend’s laughter takes us backward and carries us forward simultaneously.
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"We were made to love without conditions. That's the packaging we were sent with."
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Nothing was made to last forever.
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All emotions are useful.
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Your emotions are tired of being ignored.
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For I am a universe–large–like you are, and there is room here for all that we contain. An ego, of course, is small, and it is disgusted and humiliated by the smallest of things. But a universe is bigger than that, much too big to judge itself or another, much too big to ever question how bright it is shining.
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Getting comfortable in your own skin takes time.
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Anything and everything is possible.
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It's enough to sit in, and sometimes drag ass through, the mystery.
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Transformation doesn’t have a drive thru window. It takes time to be born again.
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The deepest waters are the only ones capable of carrying you home.
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All your scattered pieces want to come back home.
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You can’t play small forever.
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In other words, there's always SOMETHING else to improve or work on. Therefore, striving for perfection is not only frustrating, it's also technically impossible.
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There is a force, a momentum that dances with all of us, sometimes lifting us up in the air, sometimes bringing us back down in a great mystery of starts and stops.
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Go easier on yourself.
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One thing finishes, another starts. Things happen when they happen.
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You have everything you need.
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You've really got to believe in yourself and what you're doing. Again, it comes down to integrity and making something solid of yourself, something that's so well-built on the inside that it can handle any storm.
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Allowing someone else to put you down or discourage your dreams is, quite frankly, anything but self-care.
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It's never a small thing to open your home or heart to another person.
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What are you really running away from?
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"When you’re authentic, your authenticity is enough. You don’t need to compare."
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One day a change will come.
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Life is better when we're not in control. When we mentally leave room for anything to happen, anything can.
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Perhaps this is what bravery really is--simply having run out of better options, being so totally frustrated by the outside world that all you can do is go within.
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When we expect great things, we see great things.
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Loveis all around us.
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A mantra: Not an asshole, not a doormat.
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When the universe speaks—listen.
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If you’re making yourself up to get someone else’s approval–stop it–because you can’t manipulate anyone into loving you. People either embrace you for who and what you are–or they don’t.
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"Why should anyone be embarrassed about the truth?"
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You really do belong here.
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We can hang on and put everything safely in its place, and then at some point, we’re forced to let go.
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Boundaries aren’t something you knock out of the park every time.
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Life is never just so. Honestly, it’s a big damn mess most of the time.
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Whatever needs to happen, happens.
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Normal people don’t walk on water.
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Just as there’s day and night literally, there’s also day and night emotionally. Like the sun, one minute we’re up, the next minute we’re down. Our perspectives change constantly. There’s nothing wrong with this. The constellations get turned around once a day, so why can’t you and I? Under heaven, there’s room enough for everything–the sun, the moon and stars, and all our emotions. Yes, the universe–our home–is large enough to hold every bit of us.
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No one dances completely alone.
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Since one life touches another, we can never really say how far our influence goes. Truly, our story goes on and on in both directions. Truly, we are infinite.
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Your life is a mystery. But you can relax. It’s not your job to solve it.
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You can be weird here. You can be yourself.
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Freedom lies on the other side of everything you're afraid of.
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I believe that God is moving small universes to communicate with me and with all of us, answering prayers and sending signs in unplanned moments, the touch of a friend's hand, and the very air we breathe.
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Rejecting yourself is what really hurts.
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More often than not, the truth is a monster. It gets in your face and makes you get honest. Sometimes the truth separates you from people you care about, if for no other reason than to bring you closer to yourself.
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Suddenly the sun breaks through the clouds. A dove appears--the storm is over.
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You can't build a house, much less a life, from the outside-in. Rather, if you want something that's going to last, you have to start on the inside and work your way out, no matter how long it takes and how difficult it is.
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If life can create a problem, it can also provide an answer.
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No emotion is ever truly buried.
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Nothing physical was ever meant to stay the same.
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Of all the broken things in your life, you’re not one of them–and you never have been.
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Help is always on the way.
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Along the way you’ll find yourself, and that’s the main thing, the only thing there really is to find.
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We can rewrite our stories if we want to.
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If you want to become who you were meant to be, it's absolutely necessary to shed your old skin. Sure it might be sad to say goodbye--to your old phone, to your old beliefs, anything that helped get you this far--but you've got to let go in order to make room for something new.
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You can’t stuff down the truth—it always comes up.
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Healing requires letting go of that thing you can’t let go of.
Currently it’s 9:15 in the morning, and I’m in Somewhere, Oklahoma, waiting to see The Oracle.
Let me back up.
I woke up at five this morning, although my alarm wasn’t set to go off until six. You know how it is when you’re both eager and anxious about something. You can’t sleep. Plus, the waterbed was especially hot last night, and my legs kept jerking. They do that sometimes, go into these violent, sudden twitches just as I’m starting to nod off. It’s startling, maybe related to my magnesium levels. Of course, the internet could be wrong–it’s been wrong before. The body is a mystery. Anyway, at five-thirty I decided there was no point in continuing to try to slumber, so I got up, got dressed, meditated, wrote in my journal, and made breakfast and a full pot of coffee in preparation for my big day.
Last week my friend Elisabeth messaged me and said she’d been hearing a lot about a woman near Tulsa who practices iridology, a field of alternative medicine that basically identifies problems in one part of your body based on the appearance of another–specifically, your eyeballs. Like–I don’t know–that fleck there means your liver is broken and is in need of repair. (Take this vitamin, do a colon cleanse, and call me in the morning.) Elisabeth said four different people had recommended this lady, that she was thinking about going, and that I should go too. (If I wanted.) “Maybe she could help with your allergy and sinus issues,” she said. Well, on the scale of weird things I’ve tried over the years, eyeball gazing actually ranks pretty low, so I said, “I’m in. Let’s go tomorrow.”
Since the vitamin shop where the iridology lady works ended up being closed last week, I’ve been on pins and needles ever since, just waiting for today. I’ve spent a lot of time reading reviews online, and everyone that talks about this lady absolutely raves. They call her The Oracle. (Personally, I like The Eyeball Oracle.) They say they’ve been seeing her since they were a child, she’s always spot on, she helped when no one else could–shit like that. So I’m hopeful. That being said, this isn’t my first alternative medicine, stranger-things-have-happened rodeo, so I’m trying to keep both feet grounded in reality. I’ve mentioned recently that I’m seeing a new medical doctor this week, and that’s still happening. I’ve been telling myself, Do your weird shit first, get all the information you can, then go talk to someone who went to college.
Like, “Doc, a Native American told me my liver was broken. Fact or crap?”
On the drive here this morning, I listened to my new favorite podcast, The Moth. If you’re not listening to it, you’re missing out. It’s basically real people telling stories about anything and everything, without notes, in front of a live audience. It’s delicious. This morning I heard a story about a girl who grew up with a mom who was both a nudist and a stripper. The story started when her mom stripped for her and her brother one evening as her step-father manned the music. This reminded me that there is no such thing as normal–there’s only “normal for you.”
Another story I heard earlier was about a gay actor and writer in California who had two different psychics tell him that Montgomery Clift, the famous actor, was trying to communicate with him from beyond the grave, trying to get the man to write his story. (Clift was closeted, and apparently both he and the man had had facial reconstruction following respective accidents.) Whether you believe that something like this is possible or not, the story really is fantastic to hear, and as the host of The Moth pointed out, is true to the person who told it.
Now I’m inside the shop, waiting. The lady isn’t scheduled to be here for quite a while, but the online reviews said to show up early, so that’s what I did. At first, I was the only one waiting. Now there are two other ladies, and Elisabeth is on her way. We’ll see what happens. Originally I’d intended to blog after this person looks into my eyes, looks deep into my eyes, but I’ve decided to make this a cliffhanger and post about the results tomorrow. But I’ve been thinking, This is a little crazy, but the universe is a big place. How do we know what’s possible? Who’s to say what’s “normal”? Maybe a dead movie star can talk to a stranger. Maybe a medicine woman can look into my eyes and reveal my body’s secrets. I’m open to it. After all, the universe, like the body, is a mystery. Of course, I’m trying to stay grounded in reality, but am more and more open to what reality can look like.
Quotes from CoCo (Marcus)
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Being scared isn’t always an invitation to run away. More often than not, it’s an invitation to grow a pair and run toward.
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Aren’t you perfect just the way you are?
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As taught in the story of the phoenix, a new life doesn't come without the old one first being burned away.
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You really do belong here.
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Life is never just so. Honestly, it’s a big damn mess most of the time.
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You can’t change what happened, but you can change the story you tell yourself about it.
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There’s nothing you can do to change the seasons or hurry them along.
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We think of hope as something pristine, but hope is haggard like we are.
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Solid help and solid hope are quite the same thing.
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I believe that God is moving small universes to communicate with me and with all of us, answering prayers and sending signs in unplanned moments, the touch of a friend's hand, and the very air we breathe.
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It’s okay to ask for help.
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We follow the mystery, never knowing what’s next.
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Take your challenges and turn them into the source of your strengths.
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Sometimes the best you can do is metaphorically sit you ego down, look it square in the eye, and say, “Would you shut the fuck up already?”
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You've got to believe that things can turn around, that even difficult situations--perhaps only difficult situations--can turn you into something magnificent.
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Our shoulders weren’t meant to carry the weight of the world.
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There’s no such thing as a small action. There’s no such thing as small progress.
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There’s a lot of magic around you.
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One thing finishes, another starts. Things happen when they happen.
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Allowing someone else to put you down or discourage your dreams is, quite frankly, anything but self-care.
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Confidence takes what you have and amplifies it. Confidence makes anyone sexy.
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"That love inside that shows up as joy or enthusiasm is your authentic self."
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It's never a small thing to open your home or heart to another person.
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A storm can leave your life just as quickly as it enters it.
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All things become ripe when they’re ready.
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"We were made to love without conditions. That's the packaging we were sent with."
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There's a wisdom underneath everything that moves us and even the planets at its own infallible pace. We forget that we too are like the planets, part of a larger universe that is always proceeding one step at time, never in the wrong place, everything always right where it belongs.
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Sure, we forget it plenty of times, but on the inside we’re all shining. This is what gives me hope, knowing that we are all radiant.
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"We all have inner wisdom. We all have true north."
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If life can create a problem, it can also provide an answer.
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The symbols that fascinate us are meant to transform us.
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You’re exactly where you need to be.
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We are all connected in a great mystery and made of the same strong stuff.
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No good story ever ends.
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Everything is progressing as it should.
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Some things simply take time and often more than one trip to the hardware store.
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You can’t play small forever.
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"I believe we're all courageous, and I believe that no one is alone."
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We're allowed to relabel and remake ourselves.
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All great heroes, at some point, surrender to the unknown.
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"It's really good news to find out that the world isn't as scary as you thought it was."
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A break is no small thing to give yourself.
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You can’t pick and choose what you receive from life, and you can’t always accurately label something as bad.
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Since one life touches another, we can never really say how far our influence goes. Truly, our story goes on and on in both directions. Truly, we are infinite.
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For all of the things life takes away, it gives so much more in return. Whether we realize it or not, there’s always grace available.
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Our world is magical, a mysterious place where everything somehow works together, where nothing and no one is without influence, where all things great and small make a difference.
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Growth and getting far in life have nothing to do with where you’re physically standing.
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When we expect great things, we see great things.
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We all need to feel alive.
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Sometimes you have to go back before you can go forward.
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Our struggles unearth our strengths.
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"Authenticity is worth all the hard work. Being real is its own reward."
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All your scattered pieces want to come back home.
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Who’s to say that one experience is better than another?
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No emotion is ever truly buried.
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It’s not where you are, it’s whom you are there with.
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Life is better when we're not in control. When we mentally leave room for anything to happen, anything can.
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Everything is all right and okay.
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We can hang on and put everything safely in its place, and then at some point, we’re forced to let go.
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Just as there’s day and night literally, there’s also day and night emotionally. Like the sun, one minute we’re up, the next minute we’re down. Our perspectives change constantly. There’s nothing wrong with this. The constellations get turned around once a day, so why can’t you and I? Under heaven, there’s room enough for everything–the sun, the moon and stars, and all our emotions. Yes, the universe–our home–is large enough to hold every bit of us.
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Anything and everything is possible.
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In this moment, we are all okay.
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Bodies are so mysterious, much more complicated than car doors. They take more patience to understand and work with. They require more than a couple hours to repair.
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And God knows you don't make everyone else happy. But this is no reason to quit or be discouraged, since doing what you love and feel called to do is never--never--about gaining acceptance from others.
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We don’t get to boss life around.
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Perhaps this is what bravery really is--simply having run out of better options, being so totally frustrated by the outside world that all you can do is go within.
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Abundance is a lot like gravity--it's everywhere.
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"There are a lot of benefits to being right here, right now."
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None of us is ever really lost. At least we're never really alone. For always there is someone to help point your ship in the right direction, someone who sees you when you can't see yourself.
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Any mundane thing–an elevator ride!–can be turned into something joyous.
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"It's never a minor thing to take better care of yourself."
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Every stress and trauma in your life is written somewhere in your body.
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Just because your face is nice to look at doesn’t mean you don’t have a heart that’s capable of being broken. These things happen to humans, and there isn’t a one of us who isn’t human.
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if you're content with yourself and you're always with yourself, then what's the problem?
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Along the way you’ll find yourself, and that’s the main thing, the only thing there really is to find.
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It's the holes or the spaces in our lives that give us room to breathe and room to rest in, room to contain both good and bad days, and--when the time is right--room for something else to come along.
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There’s a power that comes when you meet life’s challenges head-on. Those are the times you breathe the deepest. Those are the times the waters come forth and your heart beats every bit as loud as the thunder claps. Those are the times you know more than ever—no matter what happens next—in this moment, you’re alive.
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If you’re making yourself up to get someone else’s approval–stop it–because you can’t manipulate anyone into loving you. People either embrace you for who and what you are–or they don’t.
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"The heart sings for its own reasons."
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We are surrounded by the light.
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If anything is ever going to change for the better, the truth has to come first.
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All the while, we imagine things should be different than they are, but life persists the way it is.
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You can rise above. You can walk on water.
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Life proceeds at its own pace.
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"Why should anyone be embarrassed about the truth?"
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You can be weird here. You can be yourself.
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Perfection is ever-elusive.
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Sometimes life can really kick you in the balls and make you drop to your knees.
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All things are moving as they should.
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Nothing physical was ever meant to stay the same.
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Help is always on the way.
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Even a twisted tree grows tall and strong.
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If you want to find a problem, you will.
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When the universe speaks—listen.
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"Kindness is never a small thing."
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Even if you can't be anything you want to be, you can absolutely be who you were meant to be. Don't let anyone else tell you differently.
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We’re all made of the same stuff.
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Answers come built-in. There are no "just problems."
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Just because you can’t see it, doesn’t mean it’s not true.
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Both sunshine and rain are required for growth.
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Whatever needs to happen, happens.
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No one is immune from life’s challenges.
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In other words, there's always SOMETHING else to improve or work on. Therefore, striving for perfection is not only frustrating, it's also technically impossible.
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Some days, most days, are a mixed bag. We cry, we laugh, we quit, we start again. That's life. In the process, we find out we're stronger than we thought we were, and perhaps this is healing.
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Whereas I've always pictured patience as a sweet, smiling, long-haired lady in a white dress, I'm coming to see her as a frumpy, worn-out old broad with three chins. You know--sturdy--someone who's been through the ringer and lived to tell about it.
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We always have more support than we realize.
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Your emotions are tired of being ignored.
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When you hide your hurt, you can’t help but pass it on. It ends up seeping, sometimes exploding out.
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Normal people don’t walk on water.
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Healing is never a straight line.
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You've really got to believe in yourself and what you're doing. Again, it comes down to integrity and making something solid of yourself, something that's so well-built on the inside that it can handle any storm.
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"Obviously, God's capable of a lot. Just look around."
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Rest gives us time to dream. One day, for certain, you’ll wake up. And you’ll be grateful for the time you rested, and you’ll be just as grateful that you’re different, far from the person who fell asleep.
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Your story isn’t about your physical challenges.
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It takes forty years in the desert for seas to part.
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If another's perspective, another's story about you is kinder than the one you're telling yourself, surely that's a story worth listening to.
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"Things that shine do better when they're scattered about."
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Ultimately, we all have to get our validation from inside, not outside, ourselves.
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A mantra: Not an asshole, not a doormat.
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"The truth is right in front of you."
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Nothing is set in stone here.
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It’s hard to say where a kindness begins or ends.
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You can’t stuff down the truth—it always comes up.
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Boundaries are about starting small, enjoying initial successes, and practicing until you get your relationships like you want them.
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You know when someone crosses a line. You may not want to admit it, but you know.
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"Not knowing what's going to happen next is part of the adventure."
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Rejecting yourself is what really hurts.
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"Sure, people change, but love doesn't."
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Love stands at the front door and says, “You don’t have to change a thing about yourself to come inside.”
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So perhaps perfection has little to do with that which changes and everything to do with that which doesn't. For surely there is a still, small something inside each of us that never changes, something that is timeless and untouchable, something inherently valuable and lovable--something perfect.
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The deepest waters are the only ones capable of carrying you home.
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Loveis all around us.
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No one dances completely alone.
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It's enough to sit in, and sometimes drag ass through, the mystery.
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What are you really running away from?
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Go easier on yourself.
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Nothing was made to last forever.
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I don't think anyone came to this planet in order to get it right the first time. What would be the point?
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We can rewrite our stories if we want to.
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A friend’s laughter takes us backward and carries us forward simultaneously.
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"You can't change your age, but you can change what your age means to you."
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"Beating yourself up is a far cry from self-respect."
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Abundance comes in many forms.
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"Miracles happen."
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As the ocean of life changes, we must too.
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The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step. And whereas it's just a single step, it's a really important one.
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Boundaries aren’t something you knock out of the park every time.
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Beautiful isn’t something that comes in a particular package. Beautiful is simply being yourself.
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"No one's story should end on the ground."
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The clearer you see what's going on inside of you, the clearer you see what's going on outside of you. It's that simple.
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Your life is a mystery. But you can relax. It’s not your job to solve it.
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Freedom lies on the other side of everything you're afraid of.
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Storms don’t define us, they refine us.
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You can't build a house, much less a life, from the outside-in. Rather, if you want something that's going to last, you have to start on the inside and work your way out, no matter how long it takes and how difficult it is.
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Sometimes you have to give up wanting something before you can have it.
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If you're not living a fully authentic life, a part of you will never be satisfied.
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"No one comes into this life knowing how to dance, always moving with grace."
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For I am a universe–large–like you are, and there is room here for all that we contain. An ego, of course, is small, and it is disgusted and humiliated by the smallest of things. But a universe is bigger than that, much too big to judge itself or another, much too big to ever question how bright it is shining.
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One day a change will come.
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Life doesn’t need us to boss it around.
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Give yourself a break.
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Getting comfortable in your own skin takes time.
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There is a force, a momentum that dances with all of us, sometimes lifting us up in the air, sometimes bringing us back down in a great mystery of starts and stops.
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Give yourself an abundance of grace.
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It’s enough just to be here.
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You can be more discriminating.
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You absolutely have to be vulnerable and state what you want.
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You have everything you need.
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Healing requires letting go of that thing you can’t let go of.
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More often than not, the truth is a monster. It gets in your face and makes you get honest. Sometimes the truth separates you from people you care about, if for no other reason than to bring you closer to yourself.
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Healing is like the internet at my parents’ house—it takes time.
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All emotions are useful.
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"Sickness and health come and go, just like everything else. It's just the way life is."
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Stop buying your own bullshit.
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If you want to become who you were meant to be, it's absolutely necessary to shed your old skin. Sure it might be sad to say goodbye--to your old phone, to your old beliefs, anything that helped get you this far--but you've got to let go in order to make room for something new.
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Better that you're true to yourself and the whole world be disappointed than to change who you are and the whole world be satisfied.
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For me, it's important to hang on to this idea that no matter how bad they are, your circumstances can turn around, to believe that if an elephant can show up in your life, it can also disappear, to believe that just as the universe full of big problems, it is also full of big answers.
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If you think only girls cry or that crying is inappropriate for some reason, fuck you. Some things are too damn heavy to hold on to forever.
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Each season has something to offer.
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Damn if good news doesn't travel the slowest.
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"When you’re authentic, your authenticity is enough. You don’t need to compare."
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Of all the broken things in your life, you’re not one of them–and you never have been.
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Our burdens are lighter when we share them.
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Suddenly the sun breaks through the clouds. A dove appears--the storm is over.
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Transformation doesn’t have a drive thru window. It takes time to be born again.
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The more honest you are about what's actually happening inside of you, the happier you are.
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There’s nothing wrong with taking a damn nap.
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Patting yourself on the back is better than beating yourself over the head.
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Pressure, it seems, is necessary to positive internal change. After all, lumps of coal don't shine on their own.
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Sometimes we move with grace and sometimes we move with struggle. But at some point, standing still is no longer good enough.
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We may never be done, but that doesn't mean we'll never be complete. And surely we are complete right here, right now, and surely there is space enough for the full moon, for you and for me, and all our possibilities.
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The truth doesn’t suck.
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It’s never too late to be your own friend.
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Things are only important because we think they are.